Friday, May 16, 2003
let me roar.
like the winds at the beach
at the furthest end.
let me run.
to the end. to the very end.
let me hide.
but i wun cower.
like a scared cow.
let me seek cover not under ur arms
under my own defence.
under my own bricks.
let me find. help me find.
my own world.
i dun nid ur help. i rather b xposed.
[ n i can do it.] [ i wun crumble]
|you walked away yesterday| 10:45 PM|
i hurt so much on the inside
im burning by myself like a candle.
xcept mine is no longer glowing.
how long can it last.
u stole my heart. u broke my heart.
[but i wun die for u]
[cos u r not worth it]
[watch me shine]
|you walked away yesterday| 10:24 PM|
tribute to eeli:
love ya. muakz. thx so much for adding me FIRST.
haha. im not les.
make it clear one more time.
juz in case sum pple misunderstand.
haha.
the anthemn's nice!
|you walked away yesterday| 9:24 PM|
omg! the exams r over. duh.
im gonna fail my physics. n music
pathetic rite. the only ting i knew was sonata
everything all sonata.
juz love it.
but yay! mon's obs
get back to primitive life
no handphone. no md. die
but it ll be fun. muz look 4ward. was mad yesterdae.
wad happened to me. like mental patients
sorry 4 the pple i freaked out.
but it was fun. haha. no lar.
exams free. sars free. wanna buy big big big drum bag.
muz be nice nice one.
sports bra 2! =)
juz love myself totally.
egoistic!
|you walked away yesterday| 8:21 PM|
Wednesday, May 14, 2003
i juz dunno wad direction im
running into. some mazes
i dun noe! haha. haha.gosh!
i like to stone!
i like to slack!
i like to shit!
haha.
im juz going to drop it.
drop everything
all burdens unloaded. WARN-ING!
im negative i always was
im mad i always was
im
smarti always was
sae yay! for a whole new world!
|you walked away yesterday| 10:26 PM|
[just washing it aside]
[all of the helplessness inside]
[pretending i dun feel misplace]
[is so much simpler than change]
it's the most logical plan i ve
thot of.. so juz
dunbe
a wet blanket lor..
i din min anyting n i did it for everybody's
sake. i dowan 2 bcum sum oversensitive bitch
which ll make everyone unhappy.
i dun noe wad u tink lorx
but i shall remain happy cos
cos i ll always be happy
lame
n u noe u no nid to be so direct next time
in case u din realise it hurts
wad the wad lor
|you walked away yesterday| 9:56 PM|
noe wad the numbers mean?
type on ur calculators..
wad the lor.. it's a reasonable paper
yeah rite.. damn reasonable
cheat my feelings! [adapted frm the germs blk]
countdown for obs muz get tanner..
not so dark though hmm..
easier to run is nice linkin park rawks
eminem too.. n avril.. haha
y do every1 seemed so troubled
xcePt me.. haha..
actually i also got lar.. i juz dun burden
my frens who r like overloaded..
nice? haiz..
*bhb*
shi nian so sad.. *sobs*
n for ur dearest info: i dun like little swallow!
grr...
|you walked away yesterday| 3:57 PM|
