Saturday, May 31, 2003
haha. crazy gal.
xuemin. aiyoh.
but fun lar.
haha.
omg.
wadever.
wadever. wadever.
wadever. wadever. wadever.
smiles.
-on the jukebox-
miss independent: kelly clarkson
|you walked away yesterday| 8:51 PM|
You are Avril Lavigne.
Who are you? brought to you by Quizilla
haha. wadever. im not wadever. haha.
|you walked away yesterday| 8:24 PM|
your asshole.
What swear word are you? brought to you by Quizilla
haha. wad crap is tis.
|you walked away yesterday| 8:20 PM|
Don't lose your way
With each passing day
You're come so far
Don't throw it away
Live believing
Dreams are for wearing
Wonders are waiting to start
Live your story,
Faith,hope and glory
Hold to the truth in your heart
If we hold on together
I know our dreams will never die
Dreams see us through to forever
When clouds roll by
For you and I
Souls in the wind
must learn how to bend
Seek out a star
Hold on till the end
Valley, mountain,
There is a fountain
Washes our tears all away
Words are swaying,
Someone is praying
Please let us come home to stay
-on the jukebox-
if we hold on together: diana ross
|you walked away yesterday| 6:27 PM|
[Have you ever felt like you knew someone a long, long time ago?
Another place, another time, a friendship of the souls?
Two people who share a bond for reasons neither know,
A feeling that they were friends, a long, long time ago?
Did they stumble onto each other by pure circumstance,
Or was it fate and destiny that played a certain hand?
Two souls intertwined, they are worlds apart,
But the soul, it knows no difference, in matters of the heart.
Somehow they are drawn together, fate has brought them back,
Each living worlds apart, they journey separate paths.
When this life is over, and a new life begins,
Their souls will find each other, two souls that we call friends]
haha. *smiles* [taken frm an email sent by my dearest senior *erbx* laimeng]
|you walked away yesterday| 6:04 PM|
got a total new layout. m freaking out.
can't believe i actually changed it to PINK!
my most [hated] colour.
firstly, muz thanx char for making tis layout possible.
cos she was the one who changed it for me [again]
secondly, muz thanx my wonderful frens for making tis a happy day for me
cos it's one of my happiest days in tis wk.
at least.
yeah.
still in state of denial. coming out of depression.
juz discovered trust is so damn bloody impt.
can juz die without it.
*waves wand in air* *winks*
watched [how to lose a guy in 10 days]
totally nice. totally touching.
[sobs] [sniffs] [blows nose]
used to love sundays. now no more.
why. dunno also.haha. crap tok.
still shocked in why i used a PINK layout. totally.
haha. wad is this. wad is this.
shakes. head.
|you walked away yesterday| 5:56 PM|
Friday, May 30, 2003
still state of depression.
but in shocked and denial.
lot of tings happened behind my back. without me knowing at all.
feel like a fool. a total
fool.
*knocks head on wall and dies*
trust. yeah.
didn't expect. u [another u liao]
i trusted u so much too.
why yeah. why do such a thing on me.
m still dazed.
m still shocked.
|you walked away yesterday| 7:24 PM|
state of depression.
whole grp of em betrayed me.
betrayal of trust. bad mouthing me.
wad is this. dae act as if nothing's wrong.
there is. there is. im not paranoid here. im not.
one truth and ten lies. think emselves are great.
dae dun even bother abt pple's feelings. wad is this.
u dun like me. u can sae one. no nid to tok behind my back
easier to run. easier to go.
wanna juz hit the floor.
wanna feel numb
wanna feel faint.
wanna collapse.
wanna find somewhere i belong. but where?
[all the things you did r pretty unpardonable]
even if one dae i do get over it.
it wld always be there.
always. in my heart. as one of my bad memories.
locked up somewhere. deep inside.
im locking it now. but it's hard. damn bloddy hard.
i trusted you. i put everything i got in you. n you all.
n wad did u all did. smashed it.
if u r pissed. u can jolly well be more pissed.
i dun like ur attitude sometimes at all.
u r not the biggest or the coolest.
or not even someone to look up at.
u r funny. SO?
u r quite chio. SO?
u r a crapper. SO?
tt doesn't mean u can luff behind pple's backs?
tt doesn't mean u can use me as UR joke of the day?
tt doesn't mean u can make everyone hate me?
tt doesn't mean u can manipulate me?
u make me looked like a total fool. some stupid dog.
im not. n i wun be. even if u beg
but i dun tink u wld with ur stinking attitude.
if u read tis. which i dun tink u wld.
u wun even bother. rite?
i noe u too well.
no. i dun even noe u. i wished i din noe u at all.
i regret. i dunno wad happen between us.
wad's wif ur mood swings or maybe ur anger u bottle up for so long.
tolerating tis pathetic, lame , shitty gal.
aww... aren't u generous.
can i juz sae i dun noe wad u all r up to.
im confused here. totally.
for the first time in life. i hate u.
considered the short time i noe u.
shocking? haha. i dun even noe y.
but sumtimes i feel unfair.
u cld be more str8 forward. instead of beating arnd the bush
im leaving.i hope. i bet u r wishing for me to leave.
maybe u tink im paranoid. maybe i m.
but remember it was u who gave me the impression.
can i juz die?
wadever. i dun even bother.
yeah rite. it pains. it hurts. it shits.
i want the friendship. DUH.
if u dun want. u can tell me. i will leave.
not going to be sum pathetic asshole n be maluated.
not going to be maluated again.
not going to be joke of the day again.
not going to be wad im again.
-on the jukebox-
watch me shine
|you walked away yesterday| 5:32 PM|
Monday, May 26, 2003
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Eigth Level of Hell - the Malebolge!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test
im adding more quizzes to my wonderful blog.
y? cos im bored. yeah. stoning.
sumtimes i feel like im clinging onto something.
i try not to let it go. but sumtimes it hurts. hurts a lot. totally. yesh. but who cares. it's like im having rope burns. blisters all over. it's hard to let go.
but im gonna to. cos it's no use. im waiting for death day 2mr. im gonna die.
my results sux. i sux. who cares.
haha. shall be happy. for myself. n my les partners. *smiles*
totally. brenda says i look wierd in sch u. do i?
NO! da cuo te cuo. *shakes head*
i feel so fortunate cos i got lesser problems dan anybody. YAY! serious.
haha. at least i dun act or lie or behave in some world of pretext. n worry abt pple finding the truth
hehe. yeah. under this period of [repent n reparations]. muz totally repent n appreciate life n every'buddy'
[puts on fake accent]
haha. totally. wanna watch how to lose a guy in 10 days.
shall make one movie next time called how to lose a guy in a minute.
*smiles*
-on the jukebox-
liberty x: holding on for you
|you walked away yesterday| 10:47 PM|
Which flock do you follow?
this quiz was made by alanna
love this!! xuemin muz do this! it's you! *act shocked*
|you walked away yesterday| 10:03 PM|
you're girl, interrupted. you're fun and friendly, and just a little bit crazy.
take the which prettie movie are you? quiz, a product of the 
slinkstercool community.
*smiles*
-onthejukebox-
simple plan:grow up!
|you walked away yesterday| 9:32 PM|
