Friday, October 17, 2003
here's a little story about my life
I was a normal kid livin' it right
and I don't really know just what it was
but now I know I'm fucked up just because
I better not take another sip
or this time it might be it
I may never see another day
I better not take another sip
or this time it might be it
I may have my life tooken away
I lost myself a day ago
where I was I don't know
tomorrow I may find again the place that I've always been
in the darkness all alone that's the place that I always go
you'll always find me hiding there
smokin' a J and drinkin' a beer
I better not take another sip
or this time it might be it
I may never see another day
I better not take another sip
or this time it might be it
I may have my life tooken away
where I'm headed I don't really care
just as long as there all there
cause I know one day my life will be tooken away
and that day might be today
I better not take another sip
or this time it might be it
I may never see another day
I better not take another sip
or this time it might be it
I may have my life tooken away
I may have my life tooken away
I may have my life tooken away
I may have my life tooken away
and that day might be today
on the jukebox
i'm stuck: mest
|you walked away yesterday| 4:50 PM|
Thursday, October 16, 2003
i dowan xxz anymore! i want matt frm mest!
|you walked away yesterday| 9:52 PM|
There's a time and place, for everything.
There's a reason why, certain people meet.
There's a destination, for everyone.
What's the explination, when we're done?
All the summer nights spent wondering;
So many questions asked, but no one's answering.
Would it be okay if I left today?
Took my chances on what you said was wrong?
I'm jaded, stupid, and wreckless.
Not sorry, and I'll never regret.
These years spent, so faded and wreckless.
Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years.
I'll never regret these years.
Now here i sit, so far away.
Remembering all our memories.
Its times like these that I miss you most,
Remembering when we were so close.
I'm jaded, stupid, and wreckless.
Not sorry, we'll never regret.
These years spent, so faded and wreckless.
Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years.
We'll never forget the places we've been, you and i.
Our lives are slipping away.
Don't want to let time pass us by, byyyyyyy...
[Benji]
I'm jaded, stupid, and wreckless.
Not sorry, and I'll never regret.
These years....
...spent, so faded and wreckless,
Not sorry, and I'll never regret...
I'm jaded, stupid, and wreckless.
Not sorry, and I'll never regret these years.
on the jukebox
jaded: mest!
|you walked away yesterday| 9:37 PM|
I thought you were the one
But I was wrong cause you've already left
And I hope that you miss me tonight Chelsea
And I hope that you miss me tonight Chelsea
[VERSE:]
A year ago we met
And I never would've guessed
That you'd mean so much to me
But those brown eyes drove me crazy
And at the time everything was going wrong
But you made everything seem alright
So now I wonder where you are
On this cold November night
[CHORUS:]
I thought you were the one
But I was wrong cause you already left
And I hope that you miss me tonight Chelsea
And I hope that you miss me tonight Chelsea
[VERSE:]
I had to leave that night
Cause I knew something wasn't right
We held eachother as the night came to an end
But all I could think about was your boyfriend
If he only knew the things that you've done and said
And that you were lying here with me in this bed
Because I live so far away
Is why you chose him that day
[CHORUS:]
I thought you were the one
But I was wrong cause you already left
And I hope that you miss me tonight Chelsea
And I hope that you miss me tonight Chelsea
[BRIDGE:]
Tonight I don't know where you are
But I know where you should be
So here I am all alone
When you should be with me
Chelsea
on the juke box
chelsea: mest!!!
|you walked away yesterday| 9:27 PM|
did i miss your call again? no, you never called it was a thought inside my head. did i take the fall again? i shoulda payed attention to all the words you said. cause i lost today. i'm not okay. heartbreak, a fake smile, and 2000 miles. i check my caller id. now there's every number but the one i want to see. i've been falling apart. since you been gone i don't know where i need to start. cause i lost today. i'm not okay. heartbreak, a fake smile, and 2000 miles. away she is. i can't live like this. heartbreak, a fake smile, and 2000 miles [x2]. if i told you that i love you would it matter at all? if i told you that i need you would you catch me if i fall? fall. cause i lost today. i'm not okay. heartbreak, a fake smile, and 2000 miles. away she is. i can't live like this. heartbreak, a fake smile, and 2000 miles [x2].
on the jukebox
2000 miles: mest
|you walked away yesterday| 9:23 PM|
how foolish i was.
wad i thought was all thoughts.
assuming. misunderstandings.
how well do these two words blend together.
to cause a tragic ending.
hmph.
|you walked away yesterday| 8:23 PM|
Wednesday, October 15, 2003
[Time goes by, I just try
To hold my head up high
People try to deny
Classify, or just hide
The feelings, what's inside
Broken hearts, and hard times
Don't let life break you down this time
I'm sitting here, crying here
You're alone, and dying there
Waiting for bad news
Like walking on broken glass
No answers for what was asked, you're all alone
Cuz you know that I'd give my life for you
Time can be nothing but our enemy
Don't give up just hold on
Is the pain just too strong
To hold on
Sometimes we're wrong when we think we're right
Tonight will be the night
You'll break free from this fight
Dont let life break you down this time
I die inside from all I feel
Does it have to be this way?
Memories of yesterday
When it all just slips away
I give up everything I had to keep you one more day
I know that it's not right
Why do we feel this way?
Why do I feel this way]
on the jukebox: mest: walking on broken glass
|you walked away yesterday| 9:11 PM|
i dunno. lar. totally.
treat me as a coward. exclude me.
|you walked away yesterday| 9:08 PM|
[Everybody's got their problems
Everybody says the same things to you
It's just a matter how you solve them
And knowing how to change the things you've been through
I feel I've come to realize
How fast life can be compromised
Step back to see what's going on
I can't beleive this happened to you
This happened to you
It's just a problem that I'm faced with am I
Not the only one who hates to stand by
Complications that are first in this line
With all these pictures running through my mind
Knowing endless consequences
I feel so useless in this
Get back, step back, and as for me,
i can't believe.
Part of me, won't agree
Cause I don't know if it's for sure
Suddenly, suddenly
I don't feel so insecure
why do things that matter the most
Never end up being our choice
Now that I find no way so bad
I don't think I knew what I had]
on the jukebox: the hell song. sum 41
|you walked away yesterday| 9:07 PM|
