Friday, October 31, 2003
wanted to change template again.
decided not to.
too tired. of my emotions
everybody's sad. boo.
why. results. friends. lovers.
ass lar.
why can't i leave everythin behind.
whi can't i run away.
dump my burden on sumone who can manage it
but i can't.
that's only my
fantasy
i hate pple who hurt my friends.
even know we've drifted apart.
cuz they are still my friends.
YOU are jerks. the dwarf go back to fairytale land
it's not the place for u here
the pot bellied one? hah
go back to ur world of YOUR own.
pathetic idiots.
hrmph.
[[shall go play wif my squilly toys]]
|you walked away yesterday| 5:45 PM|
Thursday, October 30, 2003
i noe u all r trying to cheer me up
can't u see.
it isn't working.
cos it's hurting cutting even deeper.
|you walked away yesterday| 11:04 PM|
I said what is that you're saying today
The exact opposite of yesterday
It's funny how things can change
And your mind gets rearranged
Tell me what should I do
Tell me what should I say
Is there even time for change
Or is it just one following another
When I look your way I don't know what to say
Cause you change your style almost every day
It's funny the way things went down
Cause you're the one still stuck in this town
I'm gonna break it down, and I gotta let you know
To you life is just a fashion show
That's the way I feel inside
That makes me laugh at how hard that you try
What will you do
What will you say
Does it depend on what they're doing that day
It just you know used to be somehow you lost yourself
You've lost yourself
I said what is that you're saying today
The exact opposite of yesterday
It's funny how things can change
And your mind gets rearranged
|you walked away yesterday| 10:05 PM|
i hate to admit that im not sumtin u tink i was
im not as cheerful as wad i seem
im not as happy as wad i seem
im juz an empty shell
dragging myself arnd
a hermit crab
hopin someone who wld cum and pick me up
i was there when u needed me
but u cld never confide in me wad ur real feelings
shrugging off was wad u did.
i
was hurt
u confided in me wif secrets. not feelings.
heh.
was i just a substitute for u?
why r u always so nice when im not wif u
heh. i give up.
do wad u want.
|you walked away yesterday| 9:58 PM|
Wednesday, October 29, 2003
did you get scared standing alone in the crowd?
did you give up when i was nowhere to be found?
did you get tired of being left all alone?
do you feel better now that you're on your own?
there's nothing without you. the days once had are through.
i'm lost, broken, confused but i won't give up on you ...
tonight all i see is your face on everyone else.
and now i know how scared you were all by yourself.
when the phone rings do you ever hope that it's me?
do you ever dream of a day when we will still be?
there's nothing without you. the days once had are through.
i'm lost, broken, confused but i won't give up on you ...
tonight i'll lie here all alone wondering what our future holds.
and my life should fall apart would you still care?
would you still care? there's nothing without you.
the days once had are through.
i'm lost, broken, confused (lost, broken, confused) but ...
i won't give up on you (won't give up on you). tonight.
[[mest]] lost, broken, confused
|you walked away yesterday| 10:12 AM|
yawns.
am trying to wake sum pig up.
to no avail.
this is the doom day.
its meet the parents thingy.
haiz. haiz. haiz.
im so sick of chi. chi here chi there.
so eeyer.
im terrified of it.
yucks.
muz take studio foto wif pig later.
eeyer. my hair looks horrid.
fri is the forbidden day to go out.
mayb i dun go out.
my mum ll allow me to stay overnight at char's house.
mayb nicenice char's mum ll help me
heh.
still feeling guilty for teaching her how to lie to char.
terrigible.
yawns.
yawns.
yawns.
[[woke up at 7.00 to find everything still asleep]]
|you walked away yesterday| 9:59 AM|
Monday, October 27, 2003
i wish to be born on the aug 24!
yayy
bought the freaky friday soundtrack.
so ex. went sorta shopping wif stella
finished my allowance.
borrowed $ frm her.
am broke.
bought the wedding banquet soundtrack too.
it rox. though the cover looks obsene.
and in case the funny name gal finds my blog, it's not porn!
heh. in sch now.
yuko is trying to do a lit stuff.
im trying to sing c.m.m part. but everyone ask me to shuddup
xcept for c.m.m avid lover- charlene
heh.
yawns. [ahem] is not here again.
must be spent too much time in [ahem ahem] last night
no more security in freedom of words.
freedom of words leads u to trouble
eeyer.
bought a nicenice pencil case.
which ern refuse to admit it's nice!
i tink it's very nice. haha.
get why im broke now?
|you walked away yesterday| 8:45 AM|
