Saturday, November 08, 2003
[[i'm looking for answers to all the questions no one knows.
bleeded and begged asked you for nothing,
but something showed.
your uneasy eyes,the sweat on your forehead
everyone's pointing your nervousness out.
it's obvious now that you're scared of yourself.
and there's nothing to keep them from knowing this now,
promises, shattered pieces, memories of nothing.
cowardly you'll face this all alone.
you're finding your truths are nothing but lies
still no one knows.you see yourself run but i see you crawling to face the truth.
you're hesitant now your heart must be bumping, ripping,
and tearing your insides are numb.
restless and weak,time to start over.
nothing to keep them from emptiness now
promises, shattered pieces, memories of nothing.
cowardly you'll face this all alone
you know how this will end,
cause the pain inside in your head is cutting yourself thin.
nothing to do now when you're buried underground.
your promise hurtss you now]]

Friday, November 07, 2003
I HATE YOU! I REALLY HATE YOU!

|you walked away yesterday| 11:20 PM|
it's perfectly ok
do u noe how much i loathe u
u r so irritating
go away
|you walked away yesterday| 11:04 PM|
i dunno wad u r tinking.
u r so wierd.
[[ and feelings what's inside broken hearts and hard times]]
|you walked away yesterday| 9:54 PM|
i got no phone and the stupid nokia game add kips cuming out!
grrr
|you walked away yesterday| 8:20 PM|
phew. finally fin the exam
the scary exam
boo.

[[sanity is running on empty]]
|you walked away yesterday| 8:08 PM|

Thursday, November 06, 2003
hey. the owner is back wif lots of juicy gossips! haha. purposely stepped on char's toes. haha. a clue if u all wanna noe the shuai ges who r not shuai at all. remember there's ? ok. No 1 "shuai" ge: a stick man. an ugly, egoistic ass tt think himself very shuai. haha. average la. but not tt heavenly as everybody makes him sound. No 2: tis guy whom i noe whom i dun tink is shuai at all. lame but NOT shuai. he got the size n everytin la. not the face. and char is an ass n tis is lame. and the guys r frm an all boys sch. haha. oh ya. No 1 guy looks like a banana too! wow!

|you walked away yesterday| 5:20 PM|
heyo!charlene here!!supposed to be studying chinese..but :// haha.surfing friendster and found a lot a lot of shuai ges!! and jiayi saw her -ahemahem-. muahaha. yayy. can threaten jiayi with spilling her secret..not as if its very well-kept la. whee.now she's trying to snatch from me and type stupid things.whoops.supposed to be studying chinese la.whoaar.saw shuai ges!!yucks.nvm.jiayi's sooooooooooo super irritating.yucks.:)) muahaha.she turned away that's why i can write bad things about her.haha.and now she's bouncing on her chair like some stupid hyper freak.and she's practicing her penmanship.haha.pri 1..so childish.and no..jiayi does not rock.bleagh.haha.charlene rocks!!:))yayy!and i'm NOT an egoistic ass.muahaha.shuai ges!!:((nvm.jiayi can have her not-shuai shuai ge.yucks.so tanned and disgusting.chao-ta banana.and she's poking me with her pen.whatever.jiayi!!i want more fish crackers!!:((

-charlene..the chiobu.:))written by jiayi.
|you walked away yesterday| 5:15 PM|

Eb major - you are warm and kind, always there for
your friends, who are in turn there for you.
You are content with your confortable life and
what you are currently achieving; if you keep
in this state you will go far.


what key signature are you?
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|you walked away yesterday| 3:41 PM|
haha. eeyer.
eeli tt woman thanked me.
haha.

thanks la for thanking me
and thanks. cuz u r the only one who noticed my nick.
still sae urself slow. haha.
love ya.
can u ve 2 les partners instead of one?
|you walked away yesterday| 3:10 PM|
tried studying for the darn [[o'levels]]
nothing seem to get in
all the chi words seem the same now
wanna go back to express now.
char says im juz panickin
m i? im not wad. not yet.

[[this is my story and here's how it goes.
don't tell nobody cause nobody knows.
the gov't says what i did was wrong,
then how come it felt so right.
time and time it happened again years went by
and she lost all her friends.
nowhere to turn and nowhere to run she thought her life was done.
i looked in her eyes and all i could see was fuckin pain and misery she's so unhappy.
25, 25 to life. yea 25, 25 to life.
I coulda copped but instead i got me a new wife.
25 to life is what i could get, but the look in her eyes i could never forget.
i knocked down the door and pulled out my gun.
i said grab your things and get your son.
the pain in your life will soon be over.
the pain in your life will soon be done.
i seen a smile come to her face when she heard the sound of the gun.
i looked into her eyes and all i could see was fuckin pain and misery she's so unhappy.
i coulda copped but instead i got me a new wife
so we packed up our things and headed out west.
for this crime i commited i'll never confess.
for once in her life she's happy she even said yes when i said marry me.
that was my story and that's how it goes.
i commited murder and nobody knows.
i coulda copped but instead i got me a new wife.]]

mest: 25 to life

|you walked away yesterday| 10:53 AM|

Tuesday, November 04, 2003

congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happy
bunny. You don't care about anyone or anything.
You must be so proud


which happy bunny are you?
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wow. tt's a cheerful ting. i guess

|you walked away yesterday| 6:02 PM|

Monday, November 03, 2003
it's confirmed
my evil maid confessed
she stole our section fund
im sorry i shld ve been more responsible
i shld ve locked it up.
wad's the pt now of blaming anyone

my hp was off all day
suddenly it's on.
wadever. my evil maid again.

|you walked away yesterday| 10:24 PM|
[[im sitting here crying here alone
and dying there
waiting for bad news
like walking on broken glass
no answers for wad was asked
you're all alone
cos you know that i'd give my life for you
time can be nothing but our enemy]]
|you walked away yesterday| 5:54 PM|
trying hard to smile
but it hurts to be happy
boo.

i haven been rilly happy for a long time
forgot the feeling

stuff happened over the wkend
some changed our entire lives
some were just a fleeting memory

cried today cuz char's mum was so nice.
to char: YOUR MUM LOVES YOU!

my phone went misiing
maybe my evil maid stole it
she always steals my parent's money

feels a sense of emptiness inside me
heh. heh.

[[intoxicated dreams. all our faded memories]]
|you walked away yesterday| 5:48 PM|